denial and acceptance

the are times when u think u are on the right path yet u are confronted by the mistakes and the thing s u fear most in ur life and all u want to do is bury your self or disappear from the planet.u want to move on badly u want things to change in your  life ,in your relationship. imagine u on a judgment day standing on the front line and the little kids walk pass u and u ask Ur self how and when did i move from being a baby innocent at that to a girl or a boy then to this stage in life when every thing has become complicated.u lie i bed and u wish u could be there forever and then when u step out every thing is going to be fine ,u never know when will be the last time.u never plan for it.the kisses the creasing one minute u are in that moment the next your not.then u go from being open to pretending.imagination begin to fill the black places in your heart and mind we all face our best friend our only companion when  we hit hard time .we could talk about sex .men talk about it almost every second of the day women never 46 percent of the men just go through the day talking about it. which brings us back to your day friend denial.once u confine in it u will need the sister of denial which is acceptance to make what u want worthy before any one u prefer to  come to denial and acceptance walk hand in hand.